And this is one of those times when the emptiness inside me just sinks in and swallow me whole as I am transported through time and space.This whirlpool of darkness.A black hole.As I warp through time,I look back on everything that looked so tangible,so full of life.Everything that meant so much to me then.Everything I'd give up to get those moments back.Everything I am just to be who I was.Or maybe not.
I'm on the verge of something beautiful.Why waste it?I'd give everything except my current identity.For simple reasons,I am who I am because of who I was.
But I can't help but falter at times with thoughts running wild.With memories on constant replay and I relive each moment frame by frame,in super slow-mo.Though it can be painful to watch,I felt a certain amount of solace through these occasional mental time travel.There is only so much a closure can do,forgetting is not one of those.
They say that if your mind is constantly reminded of a particular incident,it means that you've not gotten over it.Have I not?Really?It disguised itself so perfectly that I'm uncertain.And doubts linger in your mind at all time.
I want to feel weightless because that would be enough,for now...
Manage me I'm a mess
Turn a page, I'm a book half unread
I wanna be laughed at
Laughed with, just because
I wanna feel weightless
And that should be enough
Well I'm stuck in this effing rut
Waiting on a second hand pick me up
And I'm over, getting older
If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here
Make believe that I impress
That every word by design turns a head
I wanna feel reckless
I wanna live it up, just because
I wanna feel weightless
Cause that would be enough
If I could just find the time
Then I would never let another day go by
I'm over, getting old
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here
This could be all that I've waited for
(Waited, I've waited for)
And this could be everything
I don't wanna dream anymore
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonnna be my year
And I've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here
Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
(It's gonna be my year)
And I'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as I go nowhere
(Go nowhere)
And this is my reaction
To everything I fear
(Everything I fear)
Cause I've been going crazy I don't want to waste another minute here
Weightless by All Time Low.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
If Today Was Your Last Day...
Now that I'm supposedly more free with life,I shall try to payback the amount of time lost during the busy period though I doubt noone cares anyway about whatever I write here.It's been weird of late,there are so many things going on that I barely have a chance to stop and look at what's happening around me.If there's a period of my life when I can say that I have a life,this is truly it.Been going out,spending time doing whatever that needs to be done,rushing for things and praying for the time to slow down a little.Actually,it's been like that ever since the holidays and unlike all my previous holidays,this was the only in which I don't think I had enough rest.There's always something to keep me occupied,gone are the days when I wake up in the late afternoon thinking of where to go and spending the next few hours just deciding before not coming up with anything and choosing to stay home in the end to lead my normal loser of a life.I still am pretty much a loser,just that I get out of the house more frequently now to try and acquire some kind of life.At least I've got long bus rides home to help keep my thoughts in check.
I've been noticing a big change in lifestyle ever since year 2 started.This applies to both my life in school and out of school matters.Sure I was never really close to my classmates in year 1 but it's just drifting even more now and everyone's merry in their own little groups.I'm not complaining since I still do have company during breaks and all,just that my perceptions of some really flipped.For the better or worse,it's for you to decide.Outside of school,the priority being SavingSomeone,everything flipped too.Our dynamics have changed,our approach has changed and so does our image.Sure there is no denying change is bound to take place,it's just that I haven't had the chance to acknowledge all the changes around me.I still wished somethings didn't have to change because it's affecting me so much,directly or indirectly.
Life's been going at the speed of light and I simply took some things for granted,especially those things I wish didn't have to change.Now I encounter yet another scenario,a different and definitely a life-changing one.It's indeed a matter of life and death,and no,I'm not referring to Miachel Jackson though it's still a tragic story.He has no relation to me and since I wouldn't inherit anything,I wouldn't consider his death as life-changing for me.Perhaps the sinful thing for me to do is to take life for granted,I've not been spending enough time with some very important people in my life and it's such a pity really.Noone's dying by the way,or rather,everyone's dying since the clock never stops ticking.Just like how you talk to everyone and noone on Twitter and your Facebook statuses.Before you disregard this as another one of those emo posts,I shall just conclude it off with 3 simple words,life is fragile.Ignorance is bliss though temporary.What you don't know,you don't think of and so you wouldn't have to worry.
Anyway,back to my boring old not so deep self.I've been following a little bit of the H1N1 in Singapore and the last time I checked,it reached the 4 digit mark.Should it be a cause of concern?Probably.This pandemic has been going on for far too long that I just wish it would stop sometime soon though it's not likely,instead it's spreading even faster.I'm just bummed that I won't get to play the gig at TKGS next week as planned.Yes,you read it right,Tanjong Katong Girls School.Thanks H1N1,you've successfully delayed the fulfilment of one of my dreams.Talking about gigs,I must shamelessly promote about our upcoming show at Takashimaya on 19th July at 8pm.Shan't go too much into the details just yet and also,our EP launch at *Scape on August 15th.That will by far be the biggest event of my life,I've gone through so much just to make sure this event goes on as smooth as possible and sacrificed so much into the makings of this.Ah well,I shall try and update more interesting happenings in the future.Until then.
If today was your last day...
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
(What if, what if)
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
If today was your last day
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
(What if, what if)
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
(What if, what if)
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
(What if, what if)
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
(That you'd finally fall in love)
If today was your last day
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark
By mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late
To shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
Cause you can't rewind
A moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
Cause the hands of time
Are never on your side
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
(What if, what if)
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
(What if, what if)
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback.
I've been noticing a big change in lifestyle ever since year 2 started.This applies to both my life in school and out of school matters.Sure I was never really close to my classmates in year 1 but it's just drifting even more now and everyone's merry in their own little groups.I'm not complaining since I still do have company during breaks and all,just that my perceptions of some really flipped.For the better or worse,it's for you to decide.Outside of school,the priority being SavingSomeone,everything flipped too.Our dynamics have changed,our approach has changed and so does our image.Sure there is no denying change is bound to take place,it's just that I haven't had the chance to acknowledge all the changes around me.I still wished somethings didn't have to change because it's affecting me so much,directly or indirectly.
Life's been going at the speed of light and I simply took some things for granted,especially those things I wish didn't have to change.Now I encounter yet another scenario,a different and definitely a life-changing one.It's indeed a matter of life and death,and no,I'm not referring to Miachel Jackson though it's still a tragic story.He has no relation to me and since I wouldn't inherit anything,I wouldn't consider his death as life-changing for me.Perhaps the sinful thing for me to do is to take life for granted,I've not been spending enough time with some very important people in my life and it's such a pity really.Noone's dying by the way,or rather,everyone's dying since the clock never stops ticking.Just like how you talk to everyone and noone on Twitter and your Facebook statuses.Before you disregard this as another one of those emo posts,I shall just conclude it off with 3 simple words,life is fragile.Ignorance is bliss though temporary.What you don't know,you don't think of and so you wouldn't have to worry.
Anyway,back to my boring old not so deep self.I've been following a little bit of the H1N1 in Singapore and the last time I checked,it reached the 4 digit mark.Should it be a cause of concern?Probably.This pandemic has been going on for far too long that I just wish it would stop sometime soon though it's not likely,instead it's spreading even faster.I'm just bummed that I won't get to play the gig at TKGS next week as planned.Yes,you read it right,Tanjong Katong Girls School.Thanks H1N1,you've successfully delayed the fulfilment of one of my dreams.Talking about gigs,I must shamelessly promote about our upcoming show at Takashimaya on 19th July at 8pm.Shan't go too much into the details just yet and also,our EP launch at *Scape on August 15th.That will by far be the biggest event of my life,I've gone through so much just to make sure this event goes on as smooth as possible and sacrificed so much into the makings of this.Ah well,I shall try and update more interesting happenings in the future.Until then.
If today was your last day...
My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
(What if, what if)
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
If today was your last day
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
(What if, what if)
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
(What if, what if)
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
(What if, what if)
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
(That you'd finally fall in love)
If today was your last day
If today was your last day
Would you make your mark
By mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late
To shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
Cause you can't rewind
A moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
Cause the hands of time
Are never on your side
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?
(What if, what if)
And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
(What if, what if)
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
(What if, what if)
If today was your last day
If Today Was Your Last Day by Nickelback.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Too Much Food...
A bystander.That's who I am and always will be.
With the world shrinking and connections of people growing by the minute,it's always nice to see how the relationship of people go.Having the privilege to update oneself on the latest happening surrounding someone has become so accessible and I find myself voyeur-ing into people's lives.That how I like to learn,by observing.I can see some of the pick up lines actually being used by someone I know,and then I make a mental note on the findings and results.
There are only so many things which you can learn by doing something,partly because of the speed that time flies.Through observation,you get to experience everything in another ray of light.You ponder over why people do what they do and how they do it,whether or not it succeeds or tank badly.
Seeing is definitely not believing since we can never tell the full story of every single action/word one said but we create perceptions from those and we link them up as much as we can.If there is a couple sitting in front of me in the bus,and the girl is crying,my first perception will be that he said or did something which hurt her but for all you know,it might be because of the passing of her hamster.Again,I can only tell or rather,predict so much from the body language and whatever words I can hear from eavesdropping.I guess now you have every reason to run away if you see me within 5 metres radius from you because you wouldn't know if I was trying to 'invade' your life but you see,I will only be interested if you seem interesting enough.No offence but it takes a lot to be classified under interesting for me,just look at myself,you can stench the boredom of my life from miles away.
Recently,I found out that my friend's ex-boyfriend is seeing a girl,who also happens to be my friend's ex-crush(I still don't know why they didn't become a couple because the feelings mutual and they seemed so close).From my point of view,I think the guy is a monster.Based on my perception,he's a control freak who's insecure about possibly everything.Based on my feelings,the only word that comes to mind is hate.The girl however,is probably not my type but she's nice,to me at least.And though she might be his type,I think he doesn't deserve her.Now,I'm in the kind of situation in which I wish I could tell her my side of the story no matter how irrelevant or insignificant I am in her life but I can't.Because of my history of feuds and conflicts between me and that waste of space,I would only make things difficult for myself and I would not live to see the next chapter of their lives,which I predict will filled with drama,if I were to do anything funny.So yes,the only thing I can do is let nature run it's course and watch as she falls prey.
Of course not all of you will be agree-able to everything that I said because my description is flawed,it's based on my judgement and it's prone to contain bias information against the guy.Since there will always be two sides to a coin,I will never hear his side of the story,not that I want to because I will not accept his view anyways so that waste of space will be wasting his breaths.I'm sure he too has a lot to say about me but like me,his views are based on perceptions and biased opinions.
Which leads me to say that if I build a perception of the person standing next to me,wouldn't that be describing him according to my version of dictionary and definitions?If so,then wouldn't that make me the ruler of my world,the God almighty in that sense?That means that we're all living in our own world whereby we set our own rules and boundaries or where we draw the line for every issues we face.What we see the world as will define ourselves and how we see ourselves in our world,we are in that sense what we want ourselves to be.Which will then be linked to the quote 'Tell me what you eat, I'll tell you what you are' - Anthelme Brillat-Savarin,in other words you are what you eat.
For tea break,I had a sinful and oh so good takeaway from Chippy which means that I am unhealthy after which I had rice,vegetable,soup,egg and ham for dinner which means I'm greedy and I had pudding with cream for dessert which means I'm a pig.
So for me to know who and how to define people accurately,I shall observe their diet.Even if it means describing someone as eating like a horse like the rather infamous celebrity chef once said about a certain Victoria Beckham when she had too much food on her plate.
You can say that I'm one curly fry in the box of the regular
Messing with the flavour oh the flavour that you savour
Saving me for last but you better not eat me at all
Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt
People say that I'm crazy for not moving on to better things
Instead I'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings
But it's much too soon to leave this easy life
Pass me the spoon, pass the analytical knife
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay, all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone
Before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play now
Too much food on my plate
Believe it or not I super-sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box
My stomachs smaller than my eyes
So I went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough"
I didn't listen to what he said instead I couldn't wait to get off
He said I can have this but I can't have that
That I should keep wishing I was living the life of a cat but
I ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast
Just like you ain't the one who seems to be calming the beast
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay, all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone
Before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play now
You're putting too much food on my plate, come on
Well if you are what you eat
In my case I'll be sweet
So come and get some
I'm so oh oh over it
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way that I gotta play
You put too much food on my plate, come on
Get up and get down
Get up and get some
There's too much food on my plate, come on
Too Much Food by Jason Mraz.
With the world shrinking and connections of people growing by the minute,it's always nice to see how the relationship of people go.Having the privilege to update oneself on the latest happening surrounding someone has become so accessible and I find myself voyeur-ing into people's lives.That how I like to learn,by observing.I can see some of the pick up lines actually being used by someone I know,and then I make a mental note on the findings and results.
There are only so many things which you can learn by doing something,partly because of the speed that time flies.Through observation,you get to experience everything in another ray of light.You ponder over why people do what they do and how they do it,whether or not it succeeds or tank badly.
Seeing is definitely not believing since we can never tell the full story of every single action/word one said but we create perceptions from those and we link them up as much as we can.If there is a couple sitting in front of me in the bus,and the girl is crying,my first perception will be that he said or did something which hurt her but for all you know,it might be because of the passing of her hamster.Again,I can only tell or rather,predict so much from the body language and whatever words I can hear from eavesdropping.I guess now you have every reason to run away if you see me within 5 metres radius from you because you wouldn't know if I was trying to 'invade' your life but you see,I will only be interested if you seem interesting enough.No offence but it takes a lot to be classified under interesting for me,just look at myself,you can stench the boredom of my life from miles away.
Recently,I found out that my friend's ex-boyfriend is seeing a girl,who also happens to be my friend's ex-crush(I still don't know why they didn't become a couple because the feelings mutual and they seemed so close).From my point of view,I think the guy is a monster.Based on my perception,he's a control freak who's insecure about possibly everything.Based on my feelings,the only word that comes to mind is hate.The girl however,is probably not my type but she's nice,to me at least.And though she might be his type,I think he doesn't deserve her.Now,I'm in the kind of situation in which I wish I could tell her my side of the story no matter how irrelevant or insignificant I am in her life but I can't.Because of my history of feuds and conflicts between me and that waste of space,I would only make things difficult for myself and I would not live to see the next chapter of their lives,which I predict will filled with drama,if I were to do anything funny.So yes,the only thing I can do is let nature run it's course and watch as she falls prey.
Of course not all of you will be agree-able to everything that I said because my description is flawed,it's based on my judgement and it's prone to contain bias information against the guy.Since there will always be two sides to a coin,I will never hear his side of the story,not that I want to because I will not accept his view anyways so that waste of space will be wasting his breaths.I'm sure he too has a lot to say about me but like me,his views are based on perceptions and biased opinions.
Which leads me to say that if I build a perception of the person standing next to me,wouldn't that be describing him according to my version of dictionary and definitions?If so,then wouldn't that make me the ruler of my world,the God almighty in that sense?That means that we're all living in our own world whereby we set our own rules and boundaries or where we draw the line for every issues we face.What we see the world as will define ourselves and how we see ourselves in our world,we are in that sense what we want ourselves to be.Which will then be linked to the quote 'Tell me what you eat, I'll tell you what you are' - Anthelme Brillat-Savarin,in other words you are what you eat.
For tea break,I had a sinful and oh so good takeaway from Chippy which means that I am unhealthy after which I had rice,vegetable,soup,egg and ham for dinner which means I'm greedy and I had pudding with cream for dessert which means I'm a pig.
So for me to know who and how to define people accurately,I shall observe their diet.Even if it means describing someone as eating like a horse like the rather infamous celebrity chef once said about a certain Victoria Beckham when she had too much food on her plate.
You can say that I'm one curly fry in the box of the regular
Messing with the flavour oh the flavour that you savour
Saving me for last but you better not eat me at all
Living in a fast food bag making friends with the ketchup and salt
People say that I'm crazy for not moving on to better things
Instead I'm sitting around trash talking with the onion rings
But it's much too soon to leave this easy life
Pass me the spoon, pass the analytical knife
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay, all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone
Before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play now
Too much food on my plate
Believe it or not I super-sized my sights on the surprise in the cereal box
My stomachs smaller than my eyes
So I went to see the doctor and he said "turn your head and then cough"
I didn't listen to what he said instead I couldn't wait to get off
He said I can have this but I can't have that
That I should keep wishing I was living the life of a cat but
I ain't the one whose gonna be missing the feast
Just like you ain't the one who seems to be calming the beast
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the wordplay, all about the sound in the tone of my voice
You gotta let me make my choice alone
Before my food gets cold
Better shut up or get shot down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way I gotta play now
You're putting too much food on my plate, come on
Well if you are what you eat
In my case I'll be sweet
So come and get some
I'm so oh oh over it
Cause you're about to get cut up and get cut down
It's all about the know-how, all just a matter of taste
Stop telling me the way that I gotta play
You put too much food on my plate, come on
Get up and get down
Get up and get some
There's too much food on my plate, come on
Too Much Food by Jason Mraz.
Monday, June 15, 2009
Make A Decision...
This is a time for me to decide which of my commitments are the most important.It's not really that difficult to see just that it's difficult to say.The guilt of telling someone the disappointing news pains me and I try as much as possible to please everyone which can never be possible.Compromising is when you can do something about it but when you're given two completely different tasks in which occupies the whole day,there is no compromise.You have no choice but to pick only one,the most obvious being the one in which you either feel you're more needed or irreplaceable and the one you feel will affect your life more.Never have I been bothered with such commitment problems because of my lack of commitment and my unwillingness to try something new,until now.
This seems very unlike me to be considered having a life or at least some important things to attend to.I have to admit,from time to time,events such as this comes along which I'm very much involved in.As far as I know,I've picked the ones which has hot periods on different periods of the calendars and it's been according to plan.And because of this one-off involvement with someone that's not from our usual clients,I find myself having to deal with clashing of events.It's already decided which I'm going to attend,if the other one fails for whatever reasons however,I wouldn't mind being labelled the scapegoat.My only problem with that is the fact that I did try to make it best for all parties by sourcing and networking for replacements.It's not like I want something like this to happen or that I didn't do anything to try and help.
Enough about the rantings.It's easy living in my shoes,no doubt,until incidents like these came about every now and then.In other less important news,I've decided that I shall sit and wait for an angel to fall from the sky.Yes,I know sooner or later I would get up and start running again but at least for now,I'm resigned to this.Patience.I can neevr understand why and how people can be so fickle-minded or so simple-minded that they make can jump ships without looking.It's as if they overlook certain cracks which everyone knows will escalate to something more severe but yet,they choose to go ahead anyway with or without full knowledge.And of course I can't stand someone who contradicts his or her statement the day after.Anyways,(no link to any of the stuff written on top) congratulations Clement.Salute!And of course Shazlin,you too.As for me,watching and waiting from the sidelines is enough.
I made a decision and I shall stand by it...
A man stays in his house
He says no, I'm not leaving
You'll never scare me out
Not even if you throw your worst
I'll throw it down
And take it like a champion.
So here's your chance right now
Come on and make me foolish.
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
The world will slowly see
That life can be so easy
Without our fancy plates
We never eat off
Stop me when I've said enough
We create our own prison
We're locking people up
For needing money
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Make A Decision by The Early November.
This seems very unlike me to be considered having a life or at least some important things to attend to.I have to admit,from time to time,events such as this comes along which I'm very much involved in.As far as I know,I've picked the ones which has hot periods on different periods of the calendars and it's been according to plan.And because of this one-off involvement with someone that's not from our usual clients,I find myself having to deal with clashing of events.It's already decided which I'm going to attend,if the other one fails for whatever reasons however,I wouldn't mind being labelled the scapegoat.My only problem with that is the fact that I did try to make it best for all parties by sourcing and networking for replacements.It's not like I want something like this to happen or that I didn't do anything to try and help.
Enough about the rantings.It's easy living in my shoes,no doubt,until incidents like these came about every now and then.In other less important news,I've decided that I shall sit and wait for an angel to fall from the sky.Yes,I know sooner or later I would get up and start running again but at least for now,I'm resigned to this.Patience.I can neevr understand why and how people can be so fickle-minded or so simple-minded that they make can jump ships without looking.It's as if they overlook certain cracks which everyone knows will escalate to something more severe but yet,they choose to go ahead anyway with or without full knowledge.And of course I can't stand someone who contradicts his or her statement the day after.Anyways,(no link to any of the stuff written on top) congratulations Clement.Salute!And of course Shazlin,you too.As for me,watching and waiting from the sidelines is enough.
I made a decision and I shall stand by it...
A man stays in his house
He says no, I'm not leaving
You'll never scare me out
Not even if you throw your worst
I'll throw it down
And take it like a champion.
So here's your chance right now
Come on and make me foolish.
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
The world will slowly see
That life can be so easy
Without our fancy plates
We never eat off
Stop me when I've said enough
We create our own prison
We're locking people up
For needing money
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Run while you can
Forget your work
Learn to live
Fall to your knees
Forget your love
Let it fade away
Make A Decision by The Early November.
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Beautiful Words....
I need words, beautiful words to fill these empty pages...
Slow down, this is such a blur
Tell me what's the hurry now
Have we been running round in circles
Missing all that we could be
You say
It's not
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
I could walk across the ocean
With you walking next to me
And you could melt away this winter
Now we're starting over
We will see (will see)
It's not (it's not)
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
That last
When everything else has passed
Even when all the stars are gone
I know every single beautiful word that we were will live on
I know (I know)
It's not (it's not)
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
Beautiful Words by The Afters.
Slow down, this is such a blur
Tell me what's the hurry now
Have we been running round in circles
Missing all that we could be
You say
It's not
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
I could walk across the ocean
With you walking next to me
And you could melt away this winter
Now we're starting over
We will see (will see)
It's not (it's not)
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
That last
When everything else has passed
Even when all the stars are gone
I know every single beautiful word that we were will live on
I know (I know)
It's not (it's not)
Too late
We are words
On pages that we've left unturned
An ending no one's ever heard
We are a story slowly unfolding
Beautiful words
Beautiful Words by The Afters.
Sunday, June 07, 2009
We've Only Just Begun...
I'm sorry for neglecting this space for quite a while now,been insanely busy during the last stretch of school and also uninspired to write.Well,I'm back for now until the busy days come again and I think I've got a few things to cover but I'm not going to bore you all with a whole chunk of words here.I shall divide,then conquer.Life's been pretty much the same except the increase in workload which is still bearable,I can't imagine how I'm going to survive the next semesters since I'm not one who will force myself to burn the midnight oil.Whoever said polytechnic life is a piece of cake is either a liar or is not a polytechnic student.At least for most part of it,I believe that I learn a lot more than say going to a junior college since I don't like dating textbooks.Not that I get to date anyone or anything else in polytechnic either.Thank God for the 3 weeks summer break,now if only the flu would go away because my mom's getting really paranoid whenever I go out.It has come to the extent that I'll have to be disinfected everytime I enter the house,and yes I'm exaggerating.Until next time,I've only just begun...
You'll have your ups and downs
Don't let them push you out
Cause time is all you've got now
Go make the best of everything you want to be
With ambition pushing forward
Your dreams upon your shoulders
Though impossible it seems
It's time to just believe
From here on out you're just getting older
Pick up yourself you keep getting closer
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
You've got your destination
Progress has now been made and you
Will see the way you've wanted it to be
We've only just begun
There's gold that lies in us
Your hesitation's held you long enough
Though impossible it seems
It's time to just believe
From here on out you're just getting older
Pick up yourself you keep getting closer
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Just let it take you where you want to go
The future holds a brighter day for you
But you may ask yourself tonight
Is it out of reach, out of reach,
Is it out of reach
Is it out of reach, out of reach
Or am I?
Or am I?
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Let's just get this started
(Where you are tonight)
All you've ever wanted
(It's in your eyes)
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Just let it take you where you want to go...
We've Only Just Begun by Run Kid Run.
You'll have your ups and downs
Don't let them push you out
Cause time is all you've got now
Go make the best of everything you want to be
With ambition pushing forward
Your dreams upon your shoulders
Though impossible it seems
It's time to just believe
From here on out you're just getting older
Pick up yourself you keep getting closer
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
You've got your destination
Progress has now been made and you
Will see the way you've wanted it to be
We've only just begun
There's gold that lies in us
Your hesitation's held you long enough
Though impossible it seems
It's time to just believe
From here on out you're just getting older
Pick up yourself you keep getting closer
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Just let it take you where you want to go
The future holds a brighter day for you
But you may ask yourself tonight
Is it out of reach, out of reach,
Is it out of reach
Is it out of reach, out of reach
Or am I?
Or am I?
Let's just get it started tonight
All you've ever wanted its in your eyes
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Let's just get this started
(Where you are tonight)
All you've ever wanted
(It's in your eyes)
Just let it take you where you want to go
Just let it tell you what you want to know
Just let it take you where you want to go...
We've Only Just Begun by Run Kid Run.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Party In Your Bedroom...
For some people my age,they'd want to experience the clubbing scene at least once and soak in all the fun since they're all legal to do whatever they've been wanting to.I was the lucky few to have experienced it from the two different angles which is organising something and partying along after my shift is done.I've always thought that the clubbing scene isn't my kind of thing,I don't feel comfortable standing on the dance floor with my two left feet.I can't quite imagine myself winding and grinding with so many other people getting all down and dirty.I was surprised the sweat accumulated by everyone didn't drown the place out.I guess that's why I was happy that I was dispatched to be behind the stage for most of the time because I would probably be fighting for my life amongst the crowd.That very reason alone was why I didn't attend the same event last year as a participant but since I'm part of the organiser,I didn't really have much of a choice but to take part in it involuntary and half-heartedly.If not for it being a school event,I wouldn't have thought twice about skipping it.
It was tonnes of work planning the whole event that lasted for less than a quarter of a day.From the money issue to the performances and even the selling of tickets.Somehow,we managed to survive the lack of sleep and last minute deadlines to meet.Our target was matched and I can breathe easy now because all the preparations were worth it.At the end of the day,all we wanted was for the event to be successful in whatever ways possible,fun and well worth all the hell we went through.Sure,it may not really be my element but I sure learnt a lot of things.Not just about planning and organising events,more like myself.Throughout the journey,I find myself spending much of the time alone(not that I spend much time with people anyway) and started thinking about how the world keeps moving ahead as I sat motionless,staring blankly into space.
After my job was done,I found myself alone again.This time,in the deserted bar area quenching my thirst with a cup of cold Sprite.I wasn't really staring into space,my view was that of the dance floor which was extremely jam-packed.If you think the IT Fair was bad then picture 800+ people cramming into the dance floor of Zouk,mind you Zouk's dance floor is probably less than the size of a quarter of a football field.All I could see was a sea of people's head of all shape and sizes 'grooving',or at least moving to the beats of the resident DJ blasting all the crowd-favourites tunes.I tapped along to some of them since they're indeed very catchy but nothing else.A friend of mine tried pulling me to join in but I rejected the offer politely,hopefully she didn't take that as an offence of some sort.
Soon after I made full use of my drinks coupon,I was well on my way home.I wasn't exactly sure if my lecturer otherwise known as the overall head-in-charge of the event knew I was gone but I couldn't care less.I simply had enough and I can safely say that clubbing is truly not my cup of tea.It's not because of my disability to dance or my uncomfortable feeling of being in a crowd,I just don't feel I belonged there.It just didn't feel right for me because I stick out like a sore thumb.I felt,or rather I knew that I was a party pooper.And so I left for greener pastures and happy about how things worked out.I don't know how things would've worked out if I accepted my friend's offer but I don't think I regretted my actions.I would pick gigs than clubbing any day even if it means me being labelled as uncool or un-hip.Then again,it's just me.And I am probably not your average,normal and sane person.
I'd only want to party in your bedroom all night long so no one else would see me embarrass myself...
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Walking down the street keeping hush hush on the scene
No one knows you, such a mystery
Opposite of fun, till you turn the power on
Then you come out, turning up the heat
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're losing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Dancing with your hands, turning strangers into friends
Touch the keys please, and unlock my heart
You're free to be a freak, change your picture every week
Show the camera, you're a superstar
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're loosing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
It's no debate, when I think of you, can't stay on track
Cause I can't wait, can't stay on track, can't hide the fact
You're all I want, you're all I need
Let's get this party started, kick it hard just you and me
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Party In Your Bedroom by Cash Cash.
It was tonnes of work planning the whole event that lasted for less than a quarter of a day.From the money issue to the performances and even the selling of tickets.Somehow,we managed to survive the lack of sleep and last minute deadlines to meet.Our target was matched and I can breathe easy now because all the preparations were worth it.At the end of the day,all we wanted was for the event to be successful in whatever ways possible,fun and well worth all the hell we went through.Sure,it may not really be my element but I sure learnt a lot of things.Not just about planning and organising events,more like myself.Throughout the journey,I find myself spending much of the time alone(not that I spend much time with people anyway) and started thinking about how the world keeps moving ahead as I sat motionless,staring blankly into space.
After my job was done,I found myself alone again.This time,in the deserted bar area quenching my thirst with a cup of cold Sprite.I wasn't really staring into space,my view was that of the dance floor which was extremely jam-packed.If you think the IT Fair was bad then picture 800+ people cramming into the dance floor of Zouk,mind you Zouk's dance floor is probably less than the size of a quarter of a football field.All I could see was a sea of people's head of all shape and sizes 'grooving',or at least moving to the beats of the resident DJ blasting all the crowd-favourites tunes.I tapped along to some of them since they're indeed very catchy but nothing else.A friend of mine tried pulling me to join in but I rejected the offer politely,hopefully she didn't take that as an offence of some sort.
Soon after I made full use of my drinks coupon,I was well on my way home.I wasn't exactly sure if my lecturer otherwise known as the overall head-in-charge of the event knew I was gone but I couldn't care less.I simply had enough and I can safely say that clubbing is truly not my cup of tea.It's not because of my disability to dance or my uncomfortable feeling of being in a crowd,I just don't feel I belonged there.It just didn't feel right for me because I stick out like a sore thumb.I felt,or rather I knew that I was a party pooper.And so I left for greener pastures and happy about how things worked out.I don't know how things would've worked out if I accepted my friend's offer but I don't think I regretted my actions.I would pick gigs than clubbing any day even if it means me being labelled as uncool or un-hip.Then again,it's just me.And I am probably not your average,normal and sane person.
I'd only want to party in your bedroom all night long so no one else would see me embarrass myself...
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Walking down the street keeping hush hush on the scene
No one knows you, such a mystery
Opposite of fun, till you turn the power on
Then you come out, turning up the heat
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're losing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Dancing with your hands, turning strangers into friends
Touch the keys please, and unlock my heart
You're free to be a freak, change your picture every week
Show the camera, you're a superstar
Upstairs all alone, one click for a show
Your roof is on fire you're loosing control
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
It's no debate, when I think of you, can't stay on track
Cause I can't wait, can't stay on track, can't hide the fact
You're all I want, you're all I need
Let's get this party started, kick it hard just you and me
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
There's a party in your bedroom all night long
There's a lot of talk about you
Cause there's a party in your bedroom all night long
Pretty girl, it's your show, let it go, when you're alone
Lips sealed tight, don't say goodnight
Party In Your Bedroom by Cash Cash.
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